I lie down in the darkness of my bed
I only can hear the phone rang
I see the caller ID and press end
Because now to me you don't mean anything
Your number echoes through my mind
I can only remember hurt through my cuts
What happened to all of the erased memories
that happened before I had had enough
While I spin a web
out of my teardrops
Can anything make
Any of the pain stop?
And while I get caught up
In my spiderweb tears
I'll destroy the web that's got me
and make sure no one can ever hear
I'll make the shimmering string disappear
in the moonlight winds
Blowing away all the thoughts
of you and my sins
It's so fragile
The web that you have me in
Tangled in your web of lies
Lies that maybe could've been
Anyone who can love you
Can hurt you and leave you
Sitting there in a spider web of tears
Breaking the string without a clue
And while I get caught up
In my spiderweb tears
I'll destroy the web that's got me
and make sure no one can ever hear
I'll make the shimmering string disappear
in the moonlight winds
Blowing away all the thoughts
of you and my sins
I'll hide the broken heart easily
because why's always the question
that never can get answered
so I'll just remember all my imperfections
Rip them up with my emotions
Tangled in a beautiful web of lies
Too gentle so fragile
Watching them fly into the broken skies
And while I get caught up
In my spiderweb tears
I'll destroy the web that's got me
and make sure no one can ever hear
I'll make the shimmering string disappear
in the moonlight winds
Blowing away all the thoughts
of you and my sins
Since you hurt me
I'll break the web you put me
And I'll forget you
too easily
And maybe then someone
Will start to see, the hidden pain
The strings from my spiderweb tears
And my pain won't always end up the same
Flying away from me in the wind














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